Sad Face lyrics

Hey it's me Kendrix
And I boy got a message
That I may seem better
But I still got depression
Cause all this f*cking pressure
Has got me f*cking stressing
I may seem pretty calm
But that's the pills suppressing
Most my f*cking friends are gone
No more kicking it
Trying to be so f*cking grown
Now where's the fun in that
Wish that I can go back home
It's been a minute, damn
See my family grow so old
That sh*t be hitting man

But now that I'm out
My parents house
Im finally seeing what life's about
Struggle and doubt
Tearing me down
Im rotting while mobbing
This sh*ty town
Save me now, save me how
Wonder if I'll ever sprout
Don't amount
Nеver proud
Sorry mom, I've failed, I vow
To makе things right
I promise I will not give up
I'll fight the fight
I lay at night and wonder why
I have to live this f*cking life
It's tiring
sh*ts so uninspiring
Can't get no f*cking job
No one's hiring
Want to make it to the top
No declining
Rot till I f*cking drop
Times expiring
Im fighting
To fit into society
My minds so far gone
f*ck anxiety
Sobriety, piloting
Self esteem is hiding
I admit, I feel like a puppet
Every move I make is controlled
It's like a script, but f*ck it
Can't wait to kick the bucket