Steering Me Wrong lyrics

[Intro]
Hm, hm, hm
(Stay with Vegas on the wave)

[Verse 1]
Watchin' this blood just spill on the pave', I saw his blood and I'm sorry for days
Tryna make me a way, this sh*t had made me change
Plus bro died in my face, I'll never be the same
This sh*t I hold in, tryna breathe in the whirl with no wind
Got a n*gga feelings deep on the low end, I be peepin' they leave at my lowest
Tryna keep my eye focused, tryna keep my eye focused
Feet bleedin' from walkin' on pain, fingers hurtin' from pullin' that thing
I observe everyone, everything, don't merge, it's a one man lane
I be playin' the one man game, it ain't for two 'cause I need everything
It ain't for you, you ain't been through the pain
Heart made of stone and I got me a body full of rage, yeah

[Chorus]
Ain't no love 'cause a n*gga ran out
High off drugs, hope a n*gga don't die
Thinkin' 'bout cuz just make me cry, yeah
I don't even know what I'm doin'
I fill up my body with fluid, I'm killin' the pint, I'm with Screwly
Drink in the truck, it's a Dually, suicide on my mind, I'll do it
Like, me and that pain we into it, and the trauma just come overrulin'
Like, f*ck, I'ma hold my cry
Mama said it's okay if I do it, all the pain got me grippin' my toolie
Where the OG that's teachin' the students?
And the pain that I hold, been steerin' me wrong
No we don't got long 'cause one day we all go
Tryna hold on, made me feel like a bozo
Sorry, if I hurt you bad, don't cry when my time go
[Verse 2]
Old money, old problems
Tryna turn in my choppa for this but I can't
It's a mental thing, bad memories, I have, that sit on top of my brain
Hopin' the drugs can hide it
I higher the doses, just nothing but syrup in my body
I don't really wanna talk about it, no, I smile tryna hide the pain though
Really feel I wanna give up, in a BP truck doped up off lean
I know they don't really give a f*ck, they be tellin' me stuff that they don't even mean
Not a soul out here I need
You ain't gotta stay, you can leave me
But best believe that door closed, if you ever need me, yeah

[Chorus]
Ain't no love 'cause a n*gga ran out
High off drugs, hope a n*gga don't die
Thinkin' 'bout cuz just make me cry, yeah
I don't even know what I'm doin'
I fill up my body with fluid, I'm killin' the pint, I'm with Screwly
Drink in the truck, it's a Dually, suicide on my mind, I'll do it
Like, me and that pain we into it, and the trauma just come overrulin'
Like, f*ck, I'ma hold my cry
Mama said it's okay if I do it, all the pain got me grippin' my toolie
Where the OG that's teachin' the students?
And the pain that I hold, been steerin' me wrong
No we don't got long 'cause one day we all go
Tryna hold on, made me feel like a bozo
Sorry, if I hurt you bad, don't cry when my time go