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Closed in my heart I know that It's lost
Everything I do all have a cost
My heart is stabbed many time with a cross
They say that I'm fine
But they know that I'm not
Do you know what I want
Heart shaped box as I am
Lonely be as I am
What I want is romantic love
Want the dream girl that I want
Trying to find her right up front
Trying to find her right up front
Do you know what I want