phobie d’impulsion lyrics

[Intro]
And that's great

[Verse 1]
Bite my tongue in New York
I'm quick to get obsessed, even faster to get upset
I don't want to live like this anymore
Phobie d'impulsion
Is there more now than what was?
Will I ever live down what I've done?

[Chorus]
I don't go to parties 'cause everyone's watching
I'm thankful I never got what I thought I wanted
'Cause I hate what I have in the same second I got it
With everybody laughing, I feel so retarded, I

[Verse 2]
Good Lord, I've tried
But my kingdom comes, will You please read me my rights?
'Cause it's done
And I'm scared as f*ck, but I'm scared as f*ck all the time
And I'm young
But I've done enough, yeah, I've done enough, and it's fine
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, but I tried
Oh, I tried
(I don't go to parties at all)
[Chorus]
I don't go to parties 'cause everyone's watching
I'm thankful I never got what I thought I wanted
'Cause I hate what I have in the same second I got it
With everybody laughing, I feel so retarded, I

[Outro]
Good Lord