living proof (that it hurts) lyrics

[Verse]
It's honestly disgusting
I blame all of my shortcomings on people that I'm in love with, it hurts
I'm doing things I probably shouldn't, but f*ck it, I guess, who wouldn't?
Put a shotgun in my mouth, somehow it shot me in the foot
And thought I could, guess that I couldn't, it hurts
By now I've regained my composure
"It gets worse as you get older," at least that's what someone told me
Who am I to disagree? I'm living proof and it hurts (It hurts)
I was on meth in Copenhagen
Everything good comes in phases, then it's every noise is grating
Everyone wants you sedated, but they're too pus*y to say it, it hurts
My family thinks I'm pushing through it, but I'm not, I'm just not man enough to do it
Terrified it won't improve and who am I but living proof that it hurts? It hurts (It hurts, it hurts)

[Outro]
And f*ck mе, wish that it—
f*ck me, wish that it—
f*ck me, wish that it—
f*ck me, wish that it—
f*ck mе, wish that it didn't
But it does, it does, it does, it does