I WASN’t always thE VERy besT, wHo ELse wOre mY Lies? lyrics

[Verse 1]
You don't know sh*t, you've never looked beyond my eyes
I was a peaceful soul you thought you could know, and you never actually tried
I'm just mad, I'm just mad, I can't deal with my own head
I'd rather blow it off and squeeze my nuts than f*cking talk to you again
I can't f*cking do it
f*cking do it
What the f*ck is this?
Thought you wanted something more but it was just another lie
If the weather never ever gets better, then I will help you out
I'll just let you lay and bleed brown

[Chorus 1]
Black
Dark
Colors
Your art
Engraved
My brain
Insane
The rain just falls now
Black
Dark
Colors
Your art
Engraved
My brain
Insane
The rain just falls now
[Verse 2]
I wanted to bе under tin rooves but that won't happen
I saw a futurе with you, and you just kept on laughin'
You doubted it'd last, I know that I wasn't the very best
Who else wore my lies, you ask? I can't say who it was just yet
All my exes, all my friends, and all above wished I'd f*ckin' died
I'll be alive forever and use my broken Hyde
Stress me out and eat at me while I continue life
I wasn't always the very best, who else wore my lies?

[Chorus 2]
Who else wore my lies?
Who did you tell was one who cried?
You must just love seeing me fight
I don't need your approval when I've got people saying "Right!"
"You're right!"

[Verse 3]
"f*ck him, leave him, kill him, stab him, shoot him, do whatever you can"
I'll just f*ck and f*ck and f*ck and f*ck until my di*k is damned
Wear my lies and stare me in my face and tell me you're okay
When I know I can't do jack sh*t to stop it, I start to decay
You love seeing this, you let your friends put on my words
Wearing Cardharrt, hope that scarred heart leaves her in the f*cking dirt
f*ck that L ass b*tch, go eat a di*k
You as*h*le f*cking no-good prick
Your parents seem to love you, you don't give a sh*t
I hope you slit your wrists and cut your body more than I could dream
Go back to his house and go play on his PC, open Steam
See my name, talk sh*t about me, f*ck me up, ruin my rep
Retarted sl*ts together only really ends with a bicep wrapped around your neck
[Verse 4]
You f*cking idiot, I don't do this
But I hope you get raped for being so motherf*cking stupid
I'll let it all out, I don't give a f*ck you white b*tch
This ain't about him, it's about you, f*cking idiot
Don't you say that what I say is confusing as day
'Cause you know damn well what the f*ck I'm talkin' 'bout...
You stupid b*tch
I don't even wanna rhyme anymore
What's the f*cking point?
There isn't one
I'm not trying to impress my friends or either of you
Inamaid, Xlea, hope those motherf*ckers see
That there's a lot more to a c*nt than just a monthly little bleed
Here, let's pretend I'm what others see me as...
I'M A f*ckIN' PRINCESS
MY DAD LIKES f*ckIN' INCEST
AND, YEA, MAYBE I'M INBRED
BUT AT LEAST I'VE GOT A BRAIN INSIDE MY f*ckIN' HEAD
YOU'RE LUCKY IT'S NOT ON THE PAVEMENT, MY .40 SHOOTS HOLLOW LEAD
How was that? Did I do good?
Am I going to get you off my back now?
What if I tell you I wanna f*ck my mom?
I wanna f*ck my f*cking family
Will you finally leave me alone?
What if I'm just f*cking homophobic?
What if I was never even gay at all and I just said "f*ck all of you faggots"?
f*cking dykes, lesbos, homos, f*cktards
Bi-sexual, it's just bi-apparent
You're both deep in love with your partner and their ghastly parents
You're in denial, you're in denial
JUST SHUT YOUR f*ckING MOUTH
I don't know what that means, but holy sh*t, I will hear you out
I don't have to even curse or yell to get my point across
What I'm trying to say, in short, is we could've been loves in law
But you just like to fight
But you just like to fight
But you just like to fight
But you just like to fight
But you just like to fight
But you just like to fight
But you just like to fight
But you just like to fight
But you just like to fight, and you can't win, I'm not the one you like
You're opaque, but I realize I was never the love of your life
[Chorus 1]
Black
Dark
Colors
Your art
Engraved
My brain
Insane
The rain just falls now
Black
Dark
Colors
Your art
Engraved
My brain
Insane
The rain just falls now