Sphallolalia lyrics

The bottom broke out below me and now I'm falling
I was at rock bottom, there's no one that I'm calling
I accept my fate to meet the pearly gates
But instead, I meet a f*cking demon face to face
It isn't Satan, no, not a demon at all
A real-life f*ck-up with a face that appalls
Get away from me, you can keep my sh*t
'Cause in my mind, all you left me for is that dumb di*k



The ceiling caved in above me and now I'm rising
I made it to the top without trying
Then I finally try, and I get put down
I tried so hard in school; At least I say I did
But really, I just slept, had dream, woke up, hid
If I can run from my thoughts, I can save me now
Better do it quick and lose a couple pounds
Fat-f*ck, I look in the mirror, say to myself
Flirting with everyone I see isn't good for my health
"My little chubby boy" Are you f*cking with me?
Flirtatious talk ran into a wall, it's history
Everytime I meet anybody inside school
We end up never speaking again and, well, yea, that's cool
But every other time, I end up hurt as f*ck
I left others in the dirt, and now it shows in my luck