Illusionist lyrics

I'm on the backside
Of the moon
Still hoping someday
It will bloom
Here
Don't try to count them
Cause you can't know
How many days
That I have spent cold

It don't ever matter if
I'm an illusionist
Talk
He doesn't talk

And look the lies in here
If I make them disappear
Talk
Will he then talk?

Black water radar
Doesn't show
Happy is a longer way to go
Still
I never told you
Cause I can't stall
For every star
There is a black hole