life update lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm such a guy
A little turbulence won't bother me
'Cause I'm such a guy, I'm such a guy
Hope I don't die
I haven't been working out lately
I'm getting tired but I'll be alright
On the phone 24/7
Monitoring the probability of how my songs getting bigger
Apparently I haven't changed at all since I was seventeen
Then she left me alone
It was honestly my fault
Hoped that she could understand
But I'm who's to blame for
Normalizing things and putting her
With all the mess that I'm in

[Pre-Chorus]
As for mom
I'm really sorry that I tried to kill myself
It wasn't your fault
Glad you took care of me wеll
Dad, I promise I'll be fine
I'm still thе little guy that you've known
And loved
[Chorus]
I'm breaking free
For good
I'm breaking free
For you
I'm doing all I could
For the better

[Verse 2]
I'll be fine, I'm slowly learning
How to be a simple man
Who's old enough to see it out
And just understand
That maybe life can be a bit better
With a long-steady plan
I'm growing out to be the guy
I hoped since I was ten
Despite of being diagnosed
The outcome still stays the same
Thank you, God, for letting me stay
I'll try the best that I can

[Pre-Chorus]
I have myself a family
With plenty time to spend
I'll tell them all the good people I met back then
Hope that I'll be better then, hope that I'll be better then
I might be 21
But everyone is looking at me well
A little controversial
You just can't understand
Hope that I'll be better then, hope that I'll be better then
[Chorus]
I'm breaking free
For good
I'm breaking free
For you
I am forgiving you

[Outro]
I'm such a guy
I've never thought of marrying before would be such a life
I'll be alive, I'll hold her tight
Making sure she knows
That everything's gonna be alright
I'll be there somehow