Dark Conversations lyrics

[Intro]
Pipe that sh*t up, TnT
Um, Reuel, stop playing, haha
He havin', mmm-mmm
He havin'

[Chorus]
He havin' conversations in the dark, yeah, yeah
It's just me, myself, and my heart, uh
My heart said, "Under any circ*mstance or for any reason
Let down your guard again and I'ma stop beatin'
Please, friend, I cannot take it no more"

[Verse]
Four in the mornin', while they sleepin', I'm wide awake
Thinkin' about the problems I faced, make my heart race
I done put my trust in so many, they all traded lanes
I don't know where I should start but it's time for a change
During the day, I'm Rod Wave, but I feel like Cobain
Do I wanna deal with the pain that tomorrow brings?
Might grab a gun, blow out his brain, he been feelin' strange
But then he think 'bout Reginae and think about Charmaine
So many smiles, so many hugs, but I still feel alone
Cut down the lights, cut off his phone, and get in his zone
Lost in his thoughts, he's in a vault, but his mind, it roams
And he'll give his heart to anyone who will call it home
And he's been like that for so long, since a small child
He'd be okay until he sober, then his thoughts pile
They be on social sites ridin', clownin' a n*gga
Then he remember he's up two, three hundred thousand on n*ggas (Krrah)
[Chorus]
He havin' conversations in the dark, yeah, yeah
It's just me, myself, and my heart
My heart said, "Under any circ*mstance or for any reason
Let down your guard again and I'ma stop beatin'
Please, friend, I cannot take it no more"