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[Intro]

[Verse]
n*ggas keep hating, they hating, I hope that they stop
These n*ggas never gon' stop
She think I'm cute but she don't want kawaii [?]
Want me for someone I'm not
sh*t getting tiring and wanna move on but cannot
Sit in the bed and I rot
When they see I'm struggling, people they tend to be shy, could have connected the dots
I go to parties I usually seem to avoid
Knew that I wouldn't enjoy
They be having fun but in the end, b*tch I'm always annoyed
Self-esteem is always a story
And I just start wishing that I was home all by myself
It's hard to seem to excel
It's to the point I had myself just like I got a shell, the people I seem to repel
I'm digging and searching, adventuring and lurking
I just wanna know what it's like to be loved
I'm living and learning, living and working
In actuality, I want a hug
I want a purpose, I don't prefer this
I wanna do better and [?] off the sun
The pain really surfaced, I'm really hurting
n*gga just wanna go out and have fun
A n*gga just wanna go out and have fun (n*gga just wanna go out and have fun)
sh*t isn't cool, what do I do?
Don't wanna be scared of what people will think of me
sh*t isn't cool, n*gga I'm screwed
Don't even want people within my vicinity
I know that it's true, this nothing new
Just hope that these n*ggas begin to learn empathy (That these n*ggas begin to learn empathy)
[Outro]
(Just hoping that these n*ggas begin to learn empathy)