Where was yall at in the first place? lyrics

My life been under the table
Nothing changes but its gon be alright
But when we got-got no label
Its all fables to me
It keep me up at night

I been strong but i cannot keep it in, am i dead
You and your friends just playin around in my head
You just sin and lie tryna win my demise
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I can't pull up without my bro
I call you up but you won't show
Said you love me but I dont know
I heard that lie too many times before, times before
I think its time to go
They say that im acting fake and then I might just fold

What

Where was yall at in the first place. (4x)

Woahhhh