Yn sh*t lyrics

[Verse]
I keep on gamblin' with my life, I don't know what to lose
My young n*gga still spinnin' sh*t just like a hula-hoop
I said I'm kinda' broke right now but I'm finna be countin' blues
I'm on some young n*gga sh*t, my young n*gga hoppin' right out the coupe
I say lil' shawty' can't feel my pain, she don't know what the f*ck I been through
Every night, hear sh*t in my head, apnea, I need more med'
I'm in this b*tch with insomnia, I don't even need no bed
And see, I just poured me a douce, I can't even feel my head
Haha, and shawty think I love her, she must be sped
I got a beam up on this blick', all I see is red
I wake up faded off the drugs, why my first love dead?
And I be cryin' every night, wishin' I was dead
Think I need some roxy' pills, voices in my head
I told my mama just be patient, I'ma get us up out the shed
Ion' think my opps really want smoke with me, I woulda' been dead
I'll put a f*ck n*gga in the sky and smoke 'em like a cig'
I was on the block, n*gga, I was trappin', movin' rocks and blues
All these f*ck n*ggas turnin' fed', lookin' for some clues
I was tryna' flex, I lost two racks on dice, ain't know what to do
I don't even give a f*ck cause money come back like hula-hoop
Yeah, she wanna f*ck with the kid, I'm like, "what you tryna' do?"
Well a young n*gga throwin' rocks
These young n*ggas totin' Glocks
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All this pain inside of me
Why the f*ck you lie to me?
Cryin, goin' to sleep
You don't even hear me weep
She like, "where the f*ck your pain at?", b*tch this sh*t run deep
Don't make me mad, I have some young n*ggas in yo' spot
And they creep, in yo' sh*t, young n*ggas tryna find yo' car keys while you sleep
C'mon twin, here go the keys to that big ass body Jeep