​​words of an Anguished Poet lyrics

[Verse]
I could never call for help if I ever needed somebody
When I go to sleep, yeah, I see demons in my body
Dad said, "Keep yo' hands up or these n*ggas gone do you sloppy"
Same n*ggas that hate me is the same n*ggas tryna copy
Fell in love wit' the Lambo' truck, nah, this ain't no jalopy
And I been broke for so long, I was geeked on my first time going shopping
And I think about her all night, yeah, I know the past shouldn't really hurt me
And I'm in this b*tch right now, I don't give a f*ck if I'm not really worthy
And the same day ones that I grew wit', yeah, they really tried to do me dirty
Now I'm the one that's laughing, yeah, I'm doing shows at eight thirty
I'an talkin' 'bout time my n*gga, yeah, I'm talkin' 'bout all them dates
I was in the hood makin' ramen noodles, wishing that I had a steak
I'an gone let my brothers starve, they can all eat off my plate
My bros, yeah, over money 'cause I could always get some to shake
Thumbing through that money, don't make the same as a handshake
Money go up, me and my bro gon' be on that bus state-to-state