complaining lyrics

[Pre-Chorus]
Got your nail polish in my room
With your hair dye, hair dye
Thinking we should cut ties, cut ties
It took so long to realize, realize

[Chorus]
Is this real life that I'm living?
You could say it a hundred times, and I still won't get it
And I've seen your f*cking text, it doesn't mean I read it
I've been so f*cking upset with how you played me, but I'm not complaining
Is this real life that I'm living?
You could say it a hundred times, and I still won't get it
And I've seen your f*cking text, it doesn't mean I read it
I've been so f*cking upset with how you played me, but I'm not complaining

[Verse 1]
I keep f*cking up
Tell me, did I break your trust?
What am I doing wrong? I don't like this song
Don't listen, I hate it all
And I never f*cking win, they wanted me to fall
I get stabbed in the back, put a gun to my head
I ain't over the last, but I'll never go back
And I'm trying so hard, I can't take it
Do not take the wrong way, I can't even say it
Tell me if you're okay, okay?
And I think about you always
But there's no way that you will be with me
[Pre-Chorus]
Got your nail polish in my room
With your hair dye, hair dye
Thinking we should cut ties, cut ties
It took so long to realize, realize

[Chorus]
Is this real life that I'm living?
You could say it a hundred times, and I still won't get it
And I've seen your f*cking text, it doesn't mean I read it
I've been so f*cking upset with how you played me, but I'm not complaining