Blessings lyrics

[Verse 1: Curtis Williams]
Look, I'm tryna cheat my way to heaven
All the wrong I did, I'm still tryna' count my blessings
These n*ggas absent to the school of hard
Knocks on the door got me paranoid
Tryna' make the rent, but still a n*gga unemployed
Everyday, another dollar, I'm hopin'
They can't say I ain't 'bout it
Look at my eyes and focus, I bet you'll see the realest
Was a rebel, could've been a dealer
Grab a dutch, bit the middle, break it down and fill it
With the stickiest I ever smoked
Tryna' plant a couple seeds a [?] watch 'em grow
And I ain't claim to be perfect, but this [?] rap
Cause when you hear it, make you wanna get a stack
But it all ain't 'bout revenue, just what they want us to think
Still dodgin' night terrors when I sleep
Tryna' clear my mind up so I can dream
Spread my wings, jump in the air and be free
They goin' ride when it's time to ride
Split it up, that's the difference between you and I
When I'm chillin' roll a blunt and get stupid high
All feet on the ground, my head to the sky

[Hook: Curtis Williams - 2x]
This ain't the life that I chose, but I live it
When that money come in, you better split it
You gotta stay elevated and get lifted
I'm probably trippin' right now, but I ain't trippin'
[Red]
[?]
Comin' up, speed bound
Heavy thoughts, semi rounds
Several shots of Henny brown
Astral plane, [?] clouds
Chasing papers, rainin' cloud

[Verse 2: Smoke DZA]
I came into this muh'f*cka' 20 pounds strong
But nah this ain't one of them songs
Hustle from strugglin' to do somethin' nice for my moms'
Tryna' right all my wrongs, [?]
Watchin' friends get it on, on some dummy sh*t
n*ggas let the b*tches seperate, [?] more the money did
Either or, [?] the block, [?] feeds us all
And why n*gga, but my heart so cold like I'm from East Detroit
How much longer? My family ask
Wonderin' how my sanity last, no rebutal, just hustle
The drug game done got a fantasy draft
n*ggas sellin' that fantasy gaff
Seeing is believing, or maybe not
Separate the real from the window seal
Authentic sh*t

[Hook: Curtis Williams - 2x]
This ain't the life that I chose, but I live it
When that money come in, you better split it
You gotta stay elevated and get lifted
I'm probably trippin' right now, but I ain't trippin'
[Red]
[?]
Comin' up, speed bound
Heavy thoughts, semi rounds
Several shots of Henny brown
Astral plane, [?] clouds
Chasing papers, rainin' cloud