Laughing and Crying lyrics

I was preparing for what already happened and when it happened I
Was well rehearsed

They had my key
My key to my house

Quiet as a mouse
Lips over teeth
Fingers over mouths

Marching us down the stairs
I remember the eyes
All tied up like Christmas gifts

Bad dawn
Too upsetting to see

I scared myself when I caught myself laughing
No sleep feeling, like when the Australian demanded to be
Hospitalized

All in all, I ran from something еlse, but something elsе went
There instead
In the uncanny repetitions we’ll be headed that way once again