Trying The Hardest Cypher lyrics

[Intro: J_c0b_Raps]
Look, I was thinking that this would be a good idea 'cause I'm sure there's people who need to vent their feelings
So, that's what this cypher is here for
I'll start

[Verse 1: J_c0b_Raps]
Look, I've been struggling
In a good relationship, but life has been puzzling
And I f*ckin' cry everytime we're cuddling
Because I'm bein' beaten down by thoughts, they're gettin' loud
I wish I could just drown out the f*ckin' sound
But I can't, and all these as*h*les are around
They make fun of me, I think my friends have had enough of me, but I won't let that get me down
Is what I always tell myself, but I end up on the ground
Crying my eyes out because of everything I've been put through
And I love this person so much, yeah, baby, I love you
And I feel an overwhelming feeling of sorrow when we say, "Goodbye"
And I love you so much, and I love when we cuddle in the night
Please, don't leave me here all alone
Baby, please, don't leave me here all on my own
I can't survive without you, baby, nah, I won't!
I need this to live or I'll succ*mb to all these thoughts I have
And I guess it's not your fault, it's all on my mom and my dad (Yeah)

[Verse 2 MdrnStNick]
All the lonely roads that I've trodden through
All the painful moments that I've felt too
All the weary nights spent wept to sleep
They all made who I was meant to be
But what about the ones who don't have my happy ending?
All the ones who don't find love or their life's calling?
I know life's hard, I've wanted it to end
But what about the ones with those thoughts right this sec?
I don't know your struggles, all the hurt you've felt
I can't heal it at all, or make your iced heart melt
All I know is press on, take it one more day
I can promise it'll get better, just stop and say
"That lie isn't true, that pain will heal"
"That loss can be found, that hole can be filled"
"I may not be the best, but I sure ain't the last"
"I'm worthy of love, dignity, and respect"
And I know you'll find it, just take sec and see
That both God and I love you, unconditionally
I know you may not care, I know you may be scarred
But I can bet you won't when you step too far
I know you won't just be when the will is barred
If you don't leave it be then you'll stay charred
You'll forever be in pain, like I almost was
So for you, let me be your ear, shoulder, or hug
That's all I can say, that I've found the Way
But maybe I can be the light to your darkened days
[Verse 3: Jermainious Cole]
They think they can break me
They think they can shake me
But I will not budge because they did not make me
I don't care if they try to hate me and try to ban me too
Now people we looked up to are getting hit with the MeToo
But it's time to watch this stuff die out, like the people my friends shot
You didn't think I had been like that, I bet you didn't know that I didn't trust them
It's hard to trust a person when you've been switched up on multiple times
Just because you decided to speak on your faith, say what was right, be yourself
Just wanted to trust, now you don't show mercy to these people who hate for fun
Was kept not being able to be yourself, how fun, now you want to grab a gun
And aim it both ways cause if they go, you go too, that type of struggle
But I'm okay now, I don't struggle like that now, wanna know why
Because I know God still loves me as he does everyone else around me