ALIVE EVEN WHEN I DIE lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah
​outby16, or dead on the scene, but together for f*ckin' ever
I'm tryna go away, go away, go away, go away, go away
Yeah, mm
Ayy

[Verse 1]
I can tell you guys a story 'bout my life
At times I never thought my life would turn to light (Ayy, ayy)
Thinkin' if the sh*t I did was right
And now my mind is puttin' up a f*ckin' fight
I feel guilty all the motherf*ckin' time (Time)
Even though all of this f*ckin' sh*t I got is mine (Mine, uh)
Guess that's what I asked for
Don't feel I'm deservin' of these stamps on my passport (Ayy)
(Swear this life sh*t is a b*tch, uh)
Told you twenty times, you don't listen
I don't give a f*ck about your feelings
Every time I do, I run into the motherf*ckin' ceilin'
Tryna please you when I give you all the sh*t you f*ckin' wishin' (Tell me what the f*ck you wishin', b*tch)
I don't leave my motherf*ckin' crib, b*tch
n*ggas probably think I don't even exist
What happens if one day my car flips?
I don't want you n*ggas near my motherf*ckin' casket (Ayy, yeah)
[Chorus]
Told you my intentions, you was frantic
This is just exactly how I motherf*ckin' planned it
You can't handle the truth, but you tell me to be honest, go figure
She wants all of my time, I don't got no time to give her (I don't got no f*ckin' time, b*tch, ayy, uh)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways, don't got time for no b*tch
I don't speak but when I do my words are candid
I don't show my f*ckin' moves and n*ggas can't stand it (Ayy, uh)

[Verse 2]
I don't got no plans, might just slide up to Japan
And just do it 'cause I can (Uh)
Lately, I've been feelin' like the world is in my hands
I'll probably call your phone to let you know soon as I land (Uh)
That's just where I stand (Uh)
I can see the look inside your eyes, you done f*cked up your whole f*ckin' mind (Uh)
Don't hurt yourself tryin', you n*ggas not really my motherf*ckin' kind
And that's fine, I'm just tryna be remembered when I die, b*tch

[Chorus]
Told you my intentions, you was frantic
This is just exactly how I motherf*ckin' planned it
You can't handle the truth, but you tell me to be honest, go figure
She wants all of my time, I don't got no time to give her (I don't got no f*ckin' time, b*tch, ayy, uh)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways, don't got time for no b*tch
I don't speak but when I do my words are candid
I don't show my f*ckin' moves and n*ggas can't stand it