​funeral lyrics

[Chorus]
I meant nothing, I was running
I was gonna think of something
And I thought that you knew
Couldn’t do this on my own without you
Then you treated me like sh*t
I had nothing more to spend
Cause I know that you and I were f*cked
I know I am a disappointment now
Come around, I don’t know a reason how
Yeah you hit me up right out of nowhere
Never heard a sound
Yeah I never wanted more
You know I’m broken to the core
I blocked you on all my accounts
Just so you wouldn’t be around

[Verse]
I’m just thinking about you
Because I can’t be around you
I wish that I was more involved
I wish your problems could get solved
By mе not about him
I know that you really want him
But you left me going ghost
And yеah I never left my home that day
And it’s that though
I’m missing you and my black coat
Because my life is f*cked up since you left
You’re getting better till my death
Then you’ll know then
You’re f*cking her and your boyfriend
You always said I was a piece of sh*t
I know you did not mean that sh*t
But you did though
I’m living my life with no hoe
And I can’t sit right here and think
A future with or without me
But yeah, you know
That I wanna just go home
Because I wanna be myself just by myself
Just leave my ass alone, b*tch
[Bridge]
I'm broken now
I'm broken now
I wanna die, I wanna hide
I wanna frown again
I wanna die again, yeah
I wanna live my life again, yeah

[Outro]
Addict27 just died last week
Took a break from whatever
Tried to drown in the creek
Never thought about what life would bring him
He said sleep was for the weak
So he went on a rooftop just
Just to see if he could reach
And he saw the streets below
On top of the f*cking building
Closed his eyes and he was falling
Off the motherf*cking railing
All that he could f*cking think about is his life ending
RIP Addict27, wish you well for all your healing
You won't be missed