Happy birthday 🤡 lyrics

[Intro]
Um, I was Homecoming Queen, but anyway, I didn't- I didn't make any friends, that lasted, and I really wanted to, but, maybe not- maybe not with anybody at that school, I think it was just because I didn't feel like I connected with anybody and maybe they sense that aswell, but anyway, I graduated, none of my friends stuck with me, I actually didn't see anybody after high school

[Verse]
Go, go
But you went to Disneyland
Happy Birthday, it's the worst day of my life
Glitz and glamour, I'm an actor, kill the lights
I don't want romantics, I'm about to end it
Drag me by the antlers, shoot me in the eyes
Jesus, save me, I'm so shady, I need you
I feel broken, I feel helpless
I need you to tell me what, tell me what to do
Jack-o'-lanterns on my front porch
I feel sadder, that we are allergic to these whores
Us rotten to the core
We're going to Disneyland, I f*cked up a big band
I wanna be just like you, baby, I'm your biggest fan
[?] and you make me wanna dance
Subscribed to your OnlyFans, but I don't wanna hold hands
No
Shoot me in the f*ckin' heart, turn me into a f*ckin' star
Yeah, [?], uh
Yeah, just a f*ckin' star, yeah, top the f*ckin' charts

[Outro]
I don't know, but, uh, it's the same thing, I don't know what it is with me, I really, I truly don't, I must be completely blind to myself