BREAK MY NECK* lyrics

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[Chorus]
I don't wanna break my neck
I don't really know what you want me to say, I don't know what happens next
Nothing that I'm feeling is going away, promise 'til the day of my death
Tell me if you actually want me to stay, I don't wanna hold my breath
Tell me, am I really that bad, am I ever gonna be okay?
I don't wanna feel so sad, don't know why I gotta feel so grey
I don't wanna hurt, my bad, know I'm gonna make her proud one day
I don't wanna fade away, I don't wanna stay insane, am I ever gonna be okay?

[Verse]
Drink 'til I fall asleep
Told me you was there, that ain't mean sh*t, ain't really care about me
Don't know what you wear, when I go out, everybody stares at me
I know it ain't fair, tryna chill out, everybody calling me, I don't wanna fall too deep
I don't wanna leave my bed, everyday is filled with dread
I know that it's in my head, leaving all my friends on read
Don't know why I can't forget everything I regret
I've been trying to see the best, but I see the worst instead

[Chorus]
I don't wanna break my neck
I don't really know what you want me to say, I don't know what happens next
Nothing that I'm feeling is going away, promise 'til the day of my death
Tell me if you actually want me to stay, I don't wanna hold my breath
Tell me, am I really that bad, am I ever gonna be okay?
I don't wanna feel so sad, don't know why I gotta feel so grey
I don't wanna hurt, my bad, know I'm gonna make her proud one day
I don't wanna fade away, I don't wanna stay insane, am I ever gonna be okay?