​soul doubt lyrics

[Intro]
(Hello)
(I like this new generation of music)
(meat, meat, meat computer)

[Verse]
Got a lil' brother and one day our father died
And at the time I didn't really know how to feel inside
Nowadays I find I'm getting f*cked up all the time
Thinking about that sh*t
But if that's why I do these drugs then that's a lie
Now my memories so f*cked up
Don't remember sh*t about him
And I was right there, when he f*cking kicked the sh*t
Like what kinda sh*t is this?
Feel like I'm losing it, on some Alzheimer's sh*t
Yeah, don't wanna die a kid, but like suck it up
Then life it hits you up like an uppercut
Watching friends go from pills, yeah, just to shooting up
And eating stale cereal three times a day
Yeah, I may have an ulcer in my stomach
And might be gay
Well, I don't wanna f*ck a guy
Just wanna seem astray from everyone around me
In this f*cking dirty inbred place
Nowadays seem like most of these f*cking people in a daze
sh*t's lame
Never wanted to fit in anyway (Meat, Meat, Meat Computer)
So I'm waking up
Lungs feel like an old ashtray
Smoking fifty blunts just to keep myself somewhat sane
Taking tequila shots at breakfast just so I don't feel the same
We ain't the same
Gotta take something just to slow my brain
Last thing I ever told my dad was that I'll see him soon
Later on I went home
He f*cking went and died that afternoon
Then that night everything seemed just to come undo
Never been the same since
But never knew just what to do
But f*ck that sh*t (Hello)
Yeah, I'll admit, that I don't give a f*ck or sh*t
Yeah, I'll be quick
And say some days I just wanna quit
Just give it up
f*ck this music sh*t, no one listen to my stuff
Or gives a f*ck about it
So I'll just keep feeling stuck
I don't know what I'm feeling
Guess I'm feeling stuck
Don't know what to feel
Guess I'm not feeling much
Don't know what to think
She just says I think too much
Yeah, I know
Wish I didn't f*cking think
[Outro]
Wish and I don't know just where I'm going
Just know that I'm going away for good
And I don't know what or where I'm going
Just hope that I'm going away for good
Yeah