Elegy lyrics

(Intro)
If i do another zan i might f*ck around and go to sleep
Uh, uh, uh
Yea! Its KiD Chris yo yo yo

(Verse)
Alot of stress, alot of smoke
Thats alot of emotions I will never show
Alot of time lost, better if I let it go
All I really wanna be is incredible
Living fast i might die ahead of schedule
Either from the drugs or these haters faking love
And these females never can take enough
Man this sh*t is too real for me to make it up
Found out my old homies all fake as f*ck
I was gone for a minute, they ain't stay in touch
Now whenever they hit me up I ain't sayin much
They wasn't talking bout me when they were saying "us"
I guess life didn't go how we planned huh
Nothing ever really goes how I plan it
So I get high enough to find planets
You could find me at the edge of the universe
They telling me I'm as lame as I was then
But you b*tch at my loft getting buzzed in
And my weed loud enough to set alarms off
Might cop a new jeep and cut the arms off
That's just how I feel
f*ck how you feel
Alot of n*ggas got skill but they not as real
n*ggas do whatever just to say they got a deal
I got a feelin, I got a feelin
They don't want me to make it but I bet still win
You not appealin, I got a feelin
You ain't on yo job so I gotta fill in
So it seems
They talk about real when they talk bout me
Wanna talk about dreams, we can talk bout these
Had a dream that I made it, but without my team
(Chorus)
Everything, If I had one wish it'd be for everything
If i had one... Everything
If i had one wish it would be for everything
Came a long ass way from a kid peddling
On his bike just a nosy ass kid meddling
If i had one wish it would be for everything
If i had one wish it would be for everything
If i had one...

(Verse 2)
Made it without my team
Alot of n*ggas hoping that I lost my steez
For a lil while man I lost my passion
Tried to make a million without rapping
Then I realize that it just won't happen
Cause this music is all that I know
Lost my drive I ain't want it no more
Now I leave the car running when I run in the store
I was in the street tryna get hands into stuff
Them temp agencies wasn't paying me enough
Never graduated, it made life harder
Got incarcerated, it made life harder
Then I lost moms and I said why bother
But I didn't quit, had to finish what I started
I remember spending whole nights at the laundromat, tryna rush hours up in Lee's with them Carters (Quarters)
I was on the road
Had stress on my mind, had coke in my nose
Couldn't stand by my mom, had smoke in my clothes
sh*t too real no jokes in my flows
So it seems
They talking bout real when they talk bout me
Wanna talk about dreams we can talk bout these
Had a dream I found heavens gates but I lost my keys
(Chorus)
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(Outro)

Rell- sh*t its friday, so saturday, sunday then monday
By monday im not trying to be stinking (broke)
I gotta do something...
Im not trying to wake up like yo im in the house whats the wave
f*ck that sh*t...
Its gonna be a point where we won't have waves on the weekday its just gonna be weekend sh*t. If you ask me, we need to stop rushing these waves
I kbow some days you get that urge like damn i wanna snoke bad as f*ck! I used to go broke smoking like f*ck that!
Life done hit me, I dont got no cable, no water. The lights was off just a little minute ago. Its just the sh*t you take for granted...

KiD Chris- I got a message...