Radio Outro lyrics

Yeah this sound something like
Like my favourite tape that got chewed up
Kinda like my first xylophone or something like that
It's like an older child, it's like an only child's big brother
Some other lady's perfume on my dad's shirt
It's the track I used to play full blast when she sent me to my room
Bassline used to bounce down the hallway from the lounge at four A.M. on a school night
I used to wonder what was behind those doors, you know?
I was in another party in my room in another world
Same dimension that my pops was in
While he was fallin' asleep next to the record player
I was asleep with the lights off, and the radio on
"You know this song mum, its my favourite song, this one. Now this one, this my... this my real favourite song."

When I was a baby she used to hold me in her arms like
"You're not gonna be a musician please don't be a musician like your dad, please"
When I was 16 she used to stand in my bedroom door like
"You're gonna do this all day, and all night?"
What do you mean I'm not making a living?
This isn't that
An artist is an occupation
I'm not occupied though
This is just uh..
I dunno what this is you know?

You ever had a conversation with a cowbell?
You ever heard orange?
You know what I mean?
You ever f*ckin'
Banged on a wall down a alleyway till your fist is swollen and
They were dancing for the hell of it in the club tryna pretend it was their first kiss again?
You ever have voodoo up so loud sh*t made your neck bleed, couldn't even feel it?
Yeah
I mean
I remember everyone was next door with that white girl playin' Whitney
We had that Donny live record blasting with the lights off like it was a school night again
Yeah

This is our life you know?
I remember that record we played at the funeral
I remember that record they played at my birthday
I remember the number I found written in lipstick on a coaster from the club, and the graffiti bridge cover
I remember what record we played when we danced around that fire with our faces painted, chasing buffalo
I remember that song we used to sing in that cave, way back in the day
Sometimes I even trip out like I- I remember whats- what sound the big bang made, or some sh*t

Like it's just been echoing (echoing, echoing, echoing)
Back and forth since the beginning of time, or some sh*t
Like we been, vibrating forever you know?
I mean we're not- we're moh- we're not much more than some, some vibrating atoms right?
Aw f*ck (?)
I mean
I'm tryna explain it but I dunno
Just tryna find that sound that my xylophone used to make, you know? (you know?)