Lessons lyrics

[Intro]
Whoa-whoa
Jean, wake up
Yeah, yeah
Whoa-whoa-whoa-oh
Okay

[Chorus]
I've been alone for to long (Ooh)
Really f*cking with my mental you can hear it in my songs (Yeah, yeah)
Maybe I'm way to picky and doing it all wrong
On my own till I'm 50 so I gotta stay strong (Yeah)
I can not look for attachment cause love will be absent (Yeah)
I need to be patient but wanna take action (Yeah, yeah, whoah)
I look for that sh*t day and night I'm so restless (Okay, whoah)
Is God playing games or is he teaching lessons, yeah

[Verse]
Know that I'm impatient but I feel like I deserve it (Yeah, yeah)
All these b*tches want my attention but without purpose (Whoa-whoa-whoa-oh)
Getting older everyday I see couples I'm getting nervous (Okay)
When will that be me cause lowkey I am feeling worthless
Is it even meant for me cause I don't see it happening
Keep on drinking bottles and bottles filled up with medicine (Yeah, yeah, whoah)
Every time a lady talks to me I feel adrenaline (Oh no)
Hoping that she'll be the one
Don't know what is going on
Everybody seems to fall in love
Looking all around I see empty cups
I am throwing up, yeah
I am throwing up
There are tears in my face and in my red cup
[Chorus]
I've been alone for to long (Ooh)
Really f*cking with my mental you can hear it in my songs (Yeah, yeah)
Maybe I'm way to picky and doing it all wrong
On my own till I'm 50 so I gotta stay strong (Yeah)
I can not look for attachment cause love will be absent (Yeah)
I need to be patient but wanna take action (Yeah, yeah, whoah)
I look for that sh*t day and night I'm so restless (Okay, whoah)
Is God playing games or is he teaching lessons, yeah