Fading lyrics
by hamilton
Life's f*cking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my f*cking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it
Even if you tried to
You couldn't save me
Always getting lied to
My life is wasting
I'm so f*cking tired
My dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it
The reaper next to me
Watching over every move
So much sleep I lose
Every night I contemplate
Like what the f*ck to do
I don't wanna feel this way
I'm so stuck in place
All I ever knew was pain
And f*cking rainy days
I can't get outside my brain
I'm smoking purple haze
Make the demons go away
And all my thoughts erase
Don't know why they f*cking hate
It makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself
Discover inner peace
To me I am the enemy
Theres something wrong with me
The chemicals inside my brain
Are f*cking hurting me
The memories keep coming back
It's like their haunting me
Lying to my f*cking face
Just tell me honestly
You ain't got no loyalty
I hate this f*cking town
Wish that I could burn it down
All these snakes around
Living with no purpose now
I feel worthless
When I look her in the eyes
I get nervous
Life's f*cking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my f*cking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it x2