[Verse 1]
I wanna wake up
I've been walking in my sleep too long
Wake up
I'm so sick of dreaming
I wanna slow down
Wanna be part of what is happening around me
Without breathing, without feeling
Without screaming
So I'm leaving
[Hook]
I'm consciously unconscious
Why am I filled with hate?
I like to blame my parents
I'm sure you do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the j*rk that's too afraid
[Verse 2]
I turn the page
To a chapter that they thought was just a phase
But it consumed me
You're right I am a failure
And when my life turns to sh*t
It won't have anything to do with the fact
That it's all you ever taught me how to do
So you can relax
Without feeling
Without breathing
Now I'm leaving
[Hook]
Turn the page
I've been hiding, drowning
Running, starving
I've been feeling nothing
[Hook]