I’ll Never Figure It Out lyrics

[Verse 1: Saliva Grey]
187 do the most
Don't want nothing but the smoke
Now I'm back up off the coke
Lines are filling up my dome
I ain't sober no more
I feel the venom in my bones
It's so motherf*ckin' cold
I wear my sorrow as a coat
I been tryna figure out how I'ma end my f*cking life
I been wasting everyday away, don't see no f*cking light
I be comatose, I don't even wanna f*cking write
Got the noose in my sight, pull it really f*cking tight
I be so damn dead
In the shed
Got manila fulla bread
I'm gon' flex
Man that sh*t so wack
f*ck a check
I still got a f*cking hole
In my chest, oh yah

[Verse 2: 99zed]
Posted with Saliva smoking dutches at the river, man
Milo pulling b*tches likе he be pulling them triggеrs, man
I popped up out the vent so they ain't know I was the killer, man
These bullets make him dance like Michael Jackson up in Thriller, man
I'm spaced out on the couch with the Xanax in my mouth
I'm popping double what they recommend while smoking on the loud, ho
All I ever wanted was to make my papa proud
And now I'm lying face down while I'm dying on the ground
'Cause I'm a f*ck up, a waste
I'm shoving pills up in my face
If you want to disappear then allow me to demonstrate
I'm chopping up a lot of cocaine I'ma sniff it off a plate
I got my hand around the barrel to my head, I contemplate
[Verse 3: Saliva Grey]
I don't hesitate, I grab the .38
I'm c*cking it back and blast in your motherf*cking face
I'm f*cked up, smoking a wood up in my grave
My existence is over my name, forever erased, b*tch