Self reflection lyrics

[Chorus]
I wanna turn up till I can't, smoke dope till I faint
b*tch I'm past my date, ion wanna hear sh*t that you say
You just wanna watch me seal my fate

[Verse]
These n*ggas try compete with me, I'm competing with myself
And that says a lot coming from me, because I still dont love myself
Up two days fighting these demons, only to realize it’s myself
I can't even focus on my health
Man I think it’s more than help
Put my all into this sh*t and they still say it ain't my best
They be tryna compare me with the rest
Up day and night I can't even rest
Struggling with the cards that I'm dealt
Look up at the sky and realize that it’s nothing else
I can't even blame nobody, only blame myself
I can't even blame nobody, only blame myself

[Chorus]
I wanna turn up till I can't, smoke dope till I faint
b*tch I'm past my date, Ion wanna hear sh*t that you say
You just wanna watch me seal my fate
You just wanna watch me seal my fate