scott pilgrim halloween costume lyrics

I should probably stop lying to my dad about feeling okay
That I'm making new friends and been going on dates
I know he'd probably understand
But I don't want him to worry about me

I should probably stop lying to my friends about how I've lost weight
That I've biked a few miles and lifted a few weights
When the truth is I don't remember
If I've eaten today

I should probably stop lying to my therapist about my past
Because the last few years have really kicked my ass
I don't wanna open up
And have to deal with all of my past mistakes

I should probably stop lying to myself about everything
'Cause I know damn well I'll never be okay
Go to work, lay in bed, never have a quiet head
Overthink about every f*cking word I've never said

If it wasn't for my dogs I'd be dead by now
Buy an automatic feeder, put me in the ground
I'm a flea, I'm a tick
Oh my god it makes me sick
How I suck the life out of every joy I've found
f*ck