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[Yelling]
Your prohibited (Are you kidding me?)
I wanted to be married
I already lost
You were in love with me and I loved you
Is this for your friends?
They get to call you Xelishurt (What?)
You're so merged with- (Hahahaha)
I can't establish this anymore
You're such a di*k!
Everyday I wake up and I hope you're dead
I did like you, if I could guarantee it
And I could catch an illness, and then get hit a car and die



Look at the sky, it is falling
I am taking these drugs just to numb up my pain (Yuh)
Death has been knocking on me, heard em calling
But that is just the name of the gamе (Yuh)
You don't know half of the sh*t that I've been through
I know that I'll make it I did it alrеady
Lived in a battle of sh*t that i've been through
I made you that promise that I wouldn't b*tch you
I get that I'm addicted I grip on my pistol
Got it in New York I locked it in crystals
My haters were cutting it sharp like a whistle
My thoughts are bullets, they get deathly like missiles
Walkin' the streets and they seein' me cryin'
I do it in public, i'm f*cked up
Duckin' and dodgin' that weave in motions in my fingers as I'm screaming f*cked up
Please send me back to the times when they see
Yeah I feel like a ghost man nobody can see me
Under the [?], that words you can't beat me
[?] n*ggas can't change me, yuh
Yeah they know they can't beat me. yuh
I know that they jump when they see me. uh
Their legend, their idol I knew that they knew this sh*t
Its just not that damn easy, uh

Deep down inside of my soul I been feeling that pain
Girl you know that I'm f*cked up
Yeah I'm Duckin' and dodgin' that weave in motions
In my fingers as I'm screaming f*cked up

All of this time that I hit from the dark
Yeah I feel like i'm sorry, i'm fighting my heart
This is the part of the battle I lose
Yeah I gave it my all til' my death and my deuce

[Yelling]
Not that I f*cked her, you should be upset that I had no one left but her
Do you love her?!
No. But she didn't hate me. You hated me!
You hated me. You f*cked somebody that wanted [?]
[?] had sex with me in the last year, I never cheated on you, I loved you

I'm spinnin' and screaming 'Get out of my head'
[?]
Sometimes I think that i'm better off dead
[?]
What did you say lil' boy don't you play with me
I didn't like it; the sh*t you had said on me
Now that you fakin' you tryna play homie
Keeping my word and lettin' em die on me
I'm letting those demons just fight on me
Feeling the evil, its taking it's bite on me
Death is just rolling, its taking its light on me
Darkness pours in, its taking the life from me

Yeah, its taking it's life from me (Yuh)
After this, you won't fight for me (Yuh, uh)
And that is just alright to me
My life is just faded, that's rightfully