​​​​throwing up lyrics

[Verse]
Tryna f*ck, I'm—
Tryna f*ck, I'm going
Tryna f*ck, I'm pulling up
You know that I'm going up, and I'm f*cking stuck
Loud phone calls, [?] is what I'm smoking
Step out the house, and you know I'm glowing
Got too drunk, ended up throwin'
Got too drunk, ended up throwing up
Vodka Diet Coke, that's what I got in my cup
Breath failing, think I need to back up
Talking on my name, boy, you know that it's all made up
I step out the house in skinny jeans and makeup
I'm a party boy, yeah, I think were gonna break up
Hit rock bottom, but I'm still growing
Wake up, get my di*k sucked, cash flowing
Took her to my penthouse, and she's got a big butt
I'm so powerful, yeah, I'm all-knowing!
She's in my room and it's her body that she's showing
She's a freak, so I put her in the cuffs
What they did to me, it was undergoing
Pills hit me like a truck
Long day at work, I was there until closing
Took her to the BNB, and she sucked
Things going well, I gotta keep going
[Outro]
My 34 year old daughter Danielle is extremely anorexic and bulimic
[..]
I'm 34 years old, and I'm dying
I don't know where to turn