throwing up lyrics

[Verse]
Tryna f*ck, I'm—
Tryna f*ck, I'm goin'
Tryna f*ck, I'm pullin' up
You know that I'm goin' up, and I'm f*ckin' stuck
Loud phone calls, [?] is what I'm smokin'
Step out the house, and you know I'm glowin'
Got too drunk, ended up throwin'
Got too drunk, ended up throwin' up
Vodka Diet Coke, that's what I got in my cup
Breath failin', think I need to back up
Talkin' on my name, boy, you know that it's all made up
I step out the house in skinny jeans and makeup
I'm a party boy, yeah, I think we're gonna break up
Hit rock bottom, but I'm still growin'
Wake up, get my di*k sucked, cash flowin'
Took her to my penthouse, and she's got a big butt
I'm so powerful, yeah, I'm all-knowin'!
She's in my room and it's her body that she's showin'
She's a freak, so I put her in the cuffs
What they did to me, it was undergoin'
Pills hit me like a truck
Long day at work, I was there until closin'
Took her to the BNB, and she sucked
Things goin' well, I gotta keep goin'
[Outro]
My thirty-four years old daughter Danielle is extremely anorexic and bulimic
I'm thirty-four years old and I'm dying, I don't know where to turn