Ghost of mariano’s (11-27-17) lyrics

I've been watching lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating sh*t that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherf*cker

It's 4 AM and I’m supposed to be at work at 10 but I f*cking hate my job
So I'll sleep in
I hope they fire me cause I'm no quitter
I've got a paper due on Tuesday that I haven't even started
Who really cares about the end result if I didn't try?
Cause it's all bullsh*t

It's getting colder outside these days
And I've been

Watching lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating sh*t that makеs me
Feel like I’m a lazy, greasy mothеrf*cker

In the end, we're all the same
Just empty smiles with forgettable names
Your excuses don't mean anything to me
My family thinks I have potential but I waste it on things that shouldn't matter (but, to me, it really matters)
Cause it takes my mind off the future
I tell myself that if I can't pay for my college
Then I'll just run away and live inside a van until I figure out who I really am
Because I don't know who I really am

But I'm running out of time
Cause I've been

Watchin’ lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating sh*t that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherf*cker

So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
That I love

Cause I've been watching lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating sh*t that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherf*cker
(Spoken)
There we go, boys