​despair lyrics

𝐋𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐒𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐭

[Intro: Sk1nnybłunt]
Why? Oh, why?
I don't want to die [?]

[Verse: Sk1nnybłunt & DaVince]
Life's full of desolation and despair
Don't placate me, therapy wasn't working
Dealt with so many losses, often lose myself
Still trying to find my true purpose, prove myself
Feeling hopeless, distraught and empty
Dealing with anger, don't tempt me
Depression left some terrible scars, deep wounds
Don't know what's going on, everything's strange
Trying to make sense of the world, digress
Everything's distorted and unfamiliar
Steady trying to maintain, it's such a strain
Full of dreadful memories, can't cope anymore
Feel so hopeless, don't know my worth
I don't want to be alone, but I'm so alone, why?
Despair, depression, which one is worse?
Tried to escape, trapped in an endless hearse
My pain won't go away, it keeps lingering
Can't deal with this negativity given to me
Tired of being used, thrown away, this isn't a ruse
All this animosity, hostility, irritability
Done with this pity that I can't condone, help me
[?]...