Murder Me/Eulogy Interlude lyrics

[Intro: Swoope]

...Sick of myself...

[Verse 1:]
I'm sick of myself
Sick of me tripping, I'm evicting myself
I can't live with myself
Dog I'm killing myself tryna deal with my health
All of my shortcomings, homie there's a war coming
Conflict in myself
My enemy, is my inner me, I'm the penitentiary, I'm a convict in myself
Contradicting myself
Letting these special defects keep living in myself
So I pull the trigger myself

Call the preacher to pronounce the eulogy
The Grim Reaper, cuz I'm putting Swoope to sleep
Call the Pastor cuz it's finna be a massacre
Savagely, abusively butcher this dude when we meet
Ashes to ashes the passion of thrashin, Dust into dust is the rush of the crushin
Annihilate envy,lie--this hate in me, suffocate the dude that loves to hate this dude

Ego straight to the guillotine, big head get chopped off
.45 to a puffed chest, pride take a rest when I pop off
Bloodshed to the dirt that's in this dirtbag, take a dirt nap, yeah you heard that
Snuff my flaws til there's nothing but blood on the walls
[Hook: Swoope]
Slowly it's killing me
Cutting like surgery
Only thing left to do
I gotta murder me

[Verse 2:]
I'm sick of myself
Exterior flawless, but I'm sick in myself
Interior nauseous
I sicken myself,the sin in myself is the affliction
So I'm saying I'm sickness myself
Prescriptions won't help, I'm p*ssed with myself
Enraged, I'm enslaved, so I'm whipping myself
In chains by sensei that won't "give me us free" and I'm feeling defeat
So sin-takers can take til Christ lives in myself
Yeah, Christ lives indeed
But if I live in myself, does Christ live in me?
Not really...so how could i NOT kill me?
Top spinning, with a gun to my dome
Evil inside sometimes says "I love you"
So you'll see me at times with a knife and shovel
Knife for the heart that fills my mind with thoughts
With lust and hate and pride and lies of all sorts
I'm a killer
So is dude on the other side of that mirror
So I dug his grave
Sinful nature gets crucified
Spirit awakens thru suicide...Do or die
[Hook: Swoope]
Slowly it's killing me
Cutting like surgery
Only thing left to do
I gotta murder me