Harsh Noise Cracked My Egg lyrics

Played black metal at the noise show
Started drinking on the ride home

Because it all crashed around me
As I was trying to conjure traumas and mistakes
To show the crowd some measure of my pain
But that night I had something new to add:
I’m not a man

I can’t ever return, though I tried
When the noise ends it’s like you hear for the first time
But for me, I knew before it even began