I Deserve To Bleed (My Version) lyrics

I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea-
I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery!
I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars
‘Cause, I mean aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?

I want to be torn apart excruciatingly!
I punish my body ‘cause it's not good enough for me..
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest-
I wanna feel much better than i do when I was at my best!
I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a bеtter place~
I wanna slash across what used to bе my face!!

I want to be torn apart excruciatingly!
I punish my body ‘cause it's not good enough for me..
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

They say it gets better but I guess it was a lie-
I guess we all just fake it till we die!
Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else
But it's harder when you have to love yourself-

I want to be torn apart excruciatingly!
I punish my body ‘cause it's not good enough for me..
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
(The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed.)
(The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed.)