Many Moons Ago lyrics

[Verse 1]
Digging up the letters we, exchanged
But had split, imma let her be, estranged
Unswayed by the public opinion your own views
Engrained need new over-the-counters to abuse
And I’m fortunate, aren’t I?
Forewarned bout' the trek and the far side
Star signs ain’t been telling me anything that I’ve wanted insight into
Put a finger down for every time that I lied to you
In a rut yeah begging, wait and see eventual action
Used to wanna risk it standing for torrеntial crashing
Prayed for my own demise that don’t fly
Whеn conversing with a therapist and they say "Don’t lie"
Danger to myself, lucky numbers "5150"
Isn’t that relatable, is anyone with me?
Every other person, mentally ill or half gone
They’re consumed, they be pressing these pills but that’s wrong

[Chorus]
Emptied out bars and newspaper clippings
You’d gotten so far but your anger is slipping
The wind’s been taken from your sails
But they say a little pick-me-up never fails
It was many moons ago when
You told me your goodbyes intent on meeting my untimely end
Heavy hearts, a total mess
In case I fail to see it through then surely you will try again
[Verse 2]
You had wept on the ride there
Last time you had cried to what I shared, I’m blamed
How should I confront feelings interlaced?
Falling out of love, dealing with constraints
Bait with the fake qualms
You ain’t cared but I try to remain calm, late calls
When you regain your senses and some of the memories rush in
I can escape a broken demeanor then with no disruptions
Drawn to the pulchritude but what gets me
Is warmer disposition cause crudity don’t impress me
Fortunate, you’re reformed or you swore
That you were but I won’t hold you to it, I am too torn
Permanent lethargy, need to recharge
Reversal of energy keeps us apart
I’m not worth the compromising, how am I the stubborn one?
I’m bout' to greet the winter moon and farewell to the summer sun

[Chorus]
Emptied out bars and newspaper clippings
You’d gotten so far but your anger is slipping
The wind’s been taken from your sails
But they say a little pick-me-up never fails
It was many moons ago when
You told me your goodbyes intent on meeting my untimely end
Heavy hearts, a total mess
In case I fail to see it through then surely you will try again