it’s 4am and i miss u sm. lyrics

[Verse]
Everything that I wanted, I f*cked it up
Pressure gettin' to my head, I feel so stuck
I was happier than I ever was
Both wanted it so bad, but I'm so f*ckin' dumb
So I'm f*ckin' done with this sh*t
Tired of holdin' in all this stuff
Gettin' messages from the lil' voice in my head
Telling me that I should call it off
It's 4 A.M. and I'm contemplating
And I really miss our conversations
Smile on my face, you can tell that I'm fakin'
'Cause you fell in love with someone else
'Cause you fell in love with someone else
'Cause you fell in love with someone else
Really hate it, because I did to myself
It's whatever, yeah it's cool
I'm okay, oh well