Ho Chi Minh lyrics

[Verse]
She asked me "Aren't you exhausted"
I said "That's what they make drugs, for isn't it?"
Please don't judge, I need your love while I'm still in it
Vision blurrin', that's how I know that I'm feelin' it
Are you hearin' it?
God whispers, guide me to a higher plane
How I came down back to earth and got high again
I done gained nothin' but pain in this form
I could find warmth, but I stayed in the storm, yeah
Look in my eyes, viewer discretion is advised
Only time I feel alive when I'm on the sh*t
Standard of livin' so high, penthouse suite and we aligned
How thе feelin' so divine it get hard to kick
Yeah, it's lonеly, I'm holdin' strong, I keep it calm
'Cause they love me, I'm Ho Chi Minh in Vietnam
Oh it's lonely, I'm holdin' strong, I keep it calm
'Cause they love me, I'm Ho Chi Minh in Vietnam
Look, I'm in control, Napalm in my soul
I bomb let it burn, how long 'til my turn come?
Who gon' bleed with me in a war of one?
Who my enemy? I'm the only one
Self-destruction is imminent, dimmin' my light
I been livin' my life like the cinemas
Picture me rollin', cue the Serotonin
I been runnin' low, but it keep me in the moment
Damn, it feel golden, neck and wrist golden
Beauty in the eye of the holder
And man, I been holdin' and holdin' and holdin' and holdin' on