​suicidenote lyrics

[Chorus]
Stare into your brown eyes
Said that I'm alright
I don’t wanna be alive
Said were forever, but that's just a lie

[Verse]
You're so beautiful, it just hurts
Words are just magical, it gets worse
I don’t understand, I was there first
But I guess I'm just a f*cking curse
You're not here at night
When you are, we fight
Grab a blade and hide
Guess this is goodbye
October 2nd, you sent me the message
I grab on my blade, I feel disconnected
I put you first, but you put me second
I don't know why I am affectеd like this
Tell you I'm crying, you don't give a sh*t
I am so numb, got thе slits on my wrist
Come here, come give me a kiss
Never mind, I saw you kissing his lips
Wait 'til I'm asleep to leave me
Tell me you love me, but you just deceive me
Why am I here, oh, why am I bleeding
Why aren’t you here, why are you leaving
Suicide is my best friend
And you said were better off just friends
And I type a message and won’t hit send
I hate when you fake don't pretend
[Chorus]
Stare into your brown eyes
Said I’m alright
I don't wanna be alive
Said were forever but that's just a lie

[Outro]
I just woke and I'm not by your side, why the f*ck are you leaving me behind