I hope it’s worth it lyrics

[Intro]
I hope it's worth it, I hope you find what you're looking for, I hope you're happy in life
Gave you my all, but you needed more, doing me wrong wasn't right
I hate to say I'm not alright, but truth is, that I'm not alright
How can I not give it up, when you was my reason to fight?
I can't believe all the lies that you told me, said that you love me, but you never showed me
Holding me back, but at least that you hold me
I want you to heal even though that you broke me
Looking for love in the place of resentment, I can't believе that thought you was different
Told you I love you, I rеally meant it, you told me you love me, but you was pretending

[Verse]
I hope it's worth all the drinking, and the smoking, and all of the parties you go to
I hope it is worth it when you're laying down, and you ain't got no one to hold you
I gave you my love, but you never loved me all the way you was 'posed to
I hate who you are, but it's hard to let go, 'cause I am in love with the old you
I wish that you knew how much pain you caused me
Girl of my dreams, but this sh*t is exhausting
I have been fighting, and crying, and trying, I'm tired of the lying, I'm tired of the problems
I remember when I met you, the love that we had was so special
I'd done everything that I could to see that little smile, I try to impress you
I think about everything, I try to forget all the lies
I can see everything when I'm looking deep in your eyes
'Cause I lose myself when I see you, but all of my stars are aligned
No matter how dirty you did me, I'm happy we met, and you came in my life
And I can't believe that you hurt me, I pray to god you're not hurtin'
Just know it's okay that you hurt me, I don't want you carrying burdens
I hate even saying, "I love you," I know I'm the farthest from perfect
I hate that you threw us away, but if it's for you, I hope that it's worth it
I hope that it's worth it