kiara (letter to my sister) lyrics

[Intro]
What am I now, what am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm falling again, falling again
O-o-Ozu on the beat
I'm falling

[Verse]
I read the letter that you sent me, and I cried about it
I read your words a million times, and I still cry about it
You said you're proud of me, you tell everyone 'bout me
You said you always knew I'd make it, and you ain't never had no doubt about it
You got two kids, and I just pray they know they mama's name
I hope they understand, but never know they mama's pain
'Cause you was broken by addiction, you went up in flames
I can't wait until you show 'em that they mama changed
I can't wait to hug my sister and say, "I missed you,"
And еven after all you did, they don't stand against you
I hopе you're free from all the burdens that this life has issued
I hope you're free from all the demons that are out to get you
I hope you never show that side that these drugs did
I hope you never chase that high that you once did
You find life inside your kids, and let the love live
They'll never that you worthless like these drugs did
I hope you get up out that cell and find a reason for you
I hope you get right with the Lord, 'cause there's a meaning for you
I hope that you see that life is worth it, even though, it's never perfect
I hope you're there for me at times that I'm leaning toward you
I hope you know I got your back, your brother's always here
I see the path that you've taken, and I just cry, in tears
I just want my sister back, I know it's been some years
But addicted or not, just know your brother always cared
[Outro]
What am I now, what am I now?
I'm falling again
Falling