addiction was its name lyrics

[Intro]
Pizzle

[Verse]
I don't know what you want me to do, I know who you expect me to be
We don't talk everyday, so, I talk to the Lord, and I pray that he helps you get clean
'Cause you say that you're stuck in routine, and you want the help, but you won't help yourself
I swear to God, if I ever have kids, they'll never feel how I felt
They'll never ask why Daddy don't want them, and they'll never question my love
They won't question at all what they mean to me, I'll make sure they know they're enough
I'll make sure they know they come first, and never come second to drugs
I swear to God, that I'll do everything in my power to make sure they know that they're loved
'Cause you say that you love me, but it's so hard to see
I wish that you loved me enough to get clean
You say that you get high to escape all the pain, then you go blame that it's just a disease
And it gives you an excuse to get high, and you chasin' that high for some time, to rejoice
And the reason I blame you for sh*t that I went through, I was young, and I didn't have a choice
Didn't have a choice what I seen, I didn't understand, there was tears in my eyes
I knew it was drugs in the picture, it ruined your life, but I ain't know it ruined mine
I don't know why the hell I even try, I don't know why the hell I even cry
You don't give a damn about what you did to me, the only thing you love is gettin' high

[Outro]
Pizzle