forget you lyrics

[Verse 1]
Yeah, time slowly passing, I think I'm forgettin’ the sound of your voice
I'm duckin' ataskments, I gotta move on ’cause I ain't got a choice
These women are nothing, I can't find a women for filling the void that's I have created
Inside of my heart, so I lay all alone, 'cause I'm disappointed, damn
I let you down, I'm sorry I couldn't repair what was broken
I’m sorry that I couldn’t be there when you needed me most
And I didn't know, damn, that you really needed me there
It hurt when I held you, was wiping your tears, when I was the reason they’re there

[Verse 2]
I lay in the bed where we laid, you left, but the memory stayed
I lay and I try not to think, but the thought of us stuck on replay
And the sadness is caused by your absence
I can say I've let go, but I haven't
I wasn't loved as a kid, so I have all these issues with love and getting attachments
And Mama just said, "you can’t help who you love,"
She told me that, "love, is like drugs,"
'Cause you feel like you need it and can't live without it, but really, it kills us what lovin' you does
Lovin' you hurts, I just want to forget you
I'm mad that you hurt me, I'm mad that I let you
But I don't regret that I met you, I'm mad that you left 'cause I wouldn't have left you
I guess the love that we had wasn't endless, I guess we wasn't in love as I thought
I guess the time that we spent doesn't matter, you packed your bags while I watched
Now I'm alone, and I'm lost, now you the one bein' involved
I see you got everything that you wanted, but, damn, what the cost?
Yeah, yeah, when you walked out that door, you left with my heart, and a half of me
We could've fixed it so easy, but you made it hard, when it didn't have to be
I don't know why I've been hurtin' myself, wanted a love that was bad for me
I never wanted to end it like this, but I guess it's just how it had to be
I don't know how I should feel about this
Walked out on everything that I had fixed
You was out drinkin' and cheatin', while I was at home, fightin' these demons you didn't know exist
Now I'm alone with the silence, you sold me a dream, know I'd buy it
I'm always looking for love in places I know I never would find it