​i’ll be dead soon lyrics

[Pre-Chorus]
Suicide on my mind, think about it all the time
f*cking stuck, I f*cking cry
Don't deserve the lies I hide
Please, just get out of my head
Why do you always need to come back
Am I a bad person? I don't know
What happened to old me? I don't know

[Chorus]
Wonder who helps me? It's you, f*cking dumb
Why make me insecure? Hand me a gun
Yes you f*cking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true
Wonder who helps me? It's you, f*cking dumb
Why make me insecure? Hand me a gun
Yes you f*cking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true

[Post-Chorus]
Suicide on my mind, think about it all the time
f*cking stuck, I f*cking cry
Don't deserve the lies I hide
Please, just get out of my head
Why do you always need to come back
Am I a bad person? I don't know
What happened to old me? I don't know
[Chorus]
Wonder who helps me? It's you, f*cking dumb
Why make me insecure? Hand me a gun
Yes you f*cking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true
Wonder who helps me? It's you, f*cking dumb
Why make me insecure? Hand me a gun
Yes you f*cking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true
Wonder who helps me? It's you, f*cking dumb
Why make me insecure? Hand me a gun
Yes you f*cking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true
Wonder who helps me? It's you, f*cking dumb
Why make me insecure? Hand me a gun
Yes you f*cking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true

[Outro]
Wonder who helps me? It's you, f*cking dumb
Why make me insecure? Hand me a gun
Yes you f*cking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true