The Bell Jar lyrics

[Verse 1]
I haven't forgotten him
But I'll push it down
The pain turns to emptiness
After a little while
My innocence
My need to make him proud is gone
Buried because

[Chorus]
You've become my favorite distraction
Skinny broken model
This sadness runs so deep
That my feet can't reach the bottom, bum-bum (Bum-bum-bum)
Bottom, bum-bum

[Verse 2]
I never understood the importance
Of an empty conversation
But my head gets so loud, it's all I want lately
And you, you're perfect
'Cause you'll never know me well
So I'll keep you around to avoid myself

[Chorus]
You've become my favorite distraction
Skinny broken model
This sadness runs so deep
That my feet can't reach the bottom, bum-bum (Bum-bum-bum)
You're a pill that I can swallow
This sadness runs so deep
That my feet can't reach the bottom
[Outro]
I'll never let someone in again
The way that I did him
Everything is safe if it's not under my skin
Leave it to the past to create present suffering
I can't still my mind without remembering