Afar (my song, i made this) lyrics

I hope that it's all good
And I hope I know it all
And I hope it's all for what
And I hope it's not for nothin'
I wanna see it all crash and burn
I wanna see you fall down a ditch
And I hope that you don't survive that sh*t
And I hope you f*cking die in it so...
I reside [?]
I'll make sure it goes the way
I've got the power in my hands
Everybody want me dead
I got hella sh*t to say and it's all stuck inside my head (uh-oh-oh)
And no one cares at all

Are you dead or alive [?]
(the rest is incoherent)