​shouldacoulda lyrics

[Verse: Julian Connor]
Wait hold up a minute
I think that I'm feeling sick
From all this automatic
Driving to your house
I’m gonna die in LA traffic
Watch me crash my f*cking
Car into your couch
Don't want to finish up this episode
Before you cut me out (Yuh)
Head so foggy cause a day long
Please zoom out cause I'm way down
I’m still down cause I'm way up

[Pre-Chorus: Julian Connor]
You can never take me
I'm just living life
I guess a bottle wouldn't break me
Thinking 'bout a thousand reasons
Why you probably hate me

[Chorus]
And if you pull up
I'd be your biggest fan
But shouldacoulda
I'm thinking 'bout the past
And if I woulda
Even stood a chance
When your foot was on my dash
Know it only made me crash
I know I shoulda
Had been your biggest fan
But shouldacoulda
I’m thinking ’bout the past
And if I woulda
Even stood a chance
And I know I shouldn't ask
But I really want you bad now

[Verse: Brodin Plett]
I been thinking ’bout
Topics to talk about
And sort it out and make it right in my head
Now that it's been longеr
Know that I was wrong for
Thinking that you always had a place in my-
Is this what I had in mind?
Twenty-five million missеd calls
My hands are shaking withdrawals
I guess that I found my pitfall

[Pre-Chorus: Julian Connor]
Oh god I hope you take me
But I'm just living life
I guess a bottle wouldn't break me
Thinking ’bout a thousand reasons
Why you probably hate me
[Chorus: Julian Connor]
And if you pull up
I'd be your biggest fan
But shouldacoulda
I'm thinking 'bout the past
And if I woulda
Even stood a chance
When your foot was on my dash
Know it only made me crash

I know I shoulda
Had been your biggest fan
But shouldacoulda
I'm thinking 'bout the past
And if I woulda
Even stood a chance
And I know I shouldn't ask
But I really want you bad now

[Bridge: Brodin Plett & Julian Connor]
But if I was lying
There would be an awkward silence
Between words I'd try to tie
In a text and a call
And a drive
And on top of it all
You were right
I was wrong
You were right
[Outro: Brodin Plett & Julian Connor]
Maybe I'm dying
I've been putting on mileage
Shouldacoulda wrote a song
Or a text or a call
You tomorrow we can talk through it all
Pick me up when I fall
Pick me up